I am not sure that I apologize for what I don't know about photography. To be honest, I really don't care if I call myself a photographer. I am an artist and whether my art measures up to other people's standards does concern me (I want the gratification of the "applause") but ultimately I define myself as an artist.
I admit, I am an admiration junkie. I want lots of people to admire my photos and make wonderful comments. So I do critically look at each image that I post (on flickr) and I post what I consider the best of my images. Some get a lot of recognition and others only a few diehard "friends" comment on. I wish that didn't matter, but it does.
My paralysis beyond wanting everyone to "like" my work is on how do I get recognition for my art. I want to send in images for juried shows, but I need to push beyond the fear of rejection. In a past career I dealt with that and it is tough because in some ways, it is a rejection of ME! This is where I feel most inadequate.
There are a couple of people on flickr that I follow whose work makes my heart sing. Each photo is a masterpiece of light, color and amazing locale. I want to be able to capture light like that.
And I do feel that I need to know more. I want to understand lenses, focus and even metering (the technical) better. I want to be able to take photos that match what is in my mind when I am seeing something.
I have a vague plan in progress where I am taking both internet and in person classes to learn what I don't know. I will push through my fears and send in work for some juried shows. And hopefully I will be comfortable with what I do whether I get into the shows, or have lots of "likes."
The one thing I do know is that I am enjoying this journey.